I found my toddler on the stairs, contentedly shoving pebbles into his mouth. I fished the pebbles out and carried him to the table to eat dessert. He didn’t appreciate that. He flailed and screamed, frustrated that I would tear him away from his treasure. But when he finally saw the chocolate cake at the table, he stopped screaming and his eyes widened with joy.

The adults at the table laughed, because who would willingly choose pebbles over chocolate cake? But don’t I do the same every day? I contentedly fill my life with meaningless activities and things. I grin, happy with what I’ve gained. I’m just like my son: sitting on the stairs, thinking I have found pure joy. But really God wants to invite me to the banquet table where I can find true joy. I am frustrated when what I want s taken away, not realising what glory is waiting just beyond my sight. I want to delight in the Lord and replace my own desires with desires that lead to God. I want him to teach me to love and seek true joy.

Prayer: Dear God, help us to trust in your love. Direct our thoughts and desires toward you and the true joy you offer. Amen